I am tired....

It happens again......... I can't understand whats the issue...I mean..All someone has to do is follow rules and pass the test.. You are judged against it and thats all that is required....Why can't people understand a simple thing like this..
Ok..Agreed You didn't follow it and failed.. All you need to do is get up and say I have fallen down and not doing something right.. I need to work on it and I will clear my tests.. Its that simple.. But.. no.. my wife has a different attitude.. she feels she is holier than though.. and no one should be failing her, even if she is wrong.. She has all the things at her disposal and yet,she never wants to utilize it and then when she fails, she cries and gets angry.. And then when I tell her its your mistake and you should have done things in a particular way, I am the one who is at fault and not her..Give me a break.. You make mistake and you should be agreeing that its your fault and you will work it out and ensure that you pass.. But no.. Logic works different here.. I make mistake, I fail and Its the examiner at fault and I am wrong to have told her that she failed and she made mistake..
After this ordeal, I am tired and I seriously believe.. I am a fool an idiot who should not be thinking the way and even if someone is wrong, I should be saying no I am wrong and you are right..
I am sure.. I have hit a low point in life.. My wife wants to go back to India, since I have pointed her mistakes that she committed during the driving test today and have told her she had all the resources and she doesnt want to use it.... and she has a negative approach in life something that I personally hate.. All I expect from her is that she should get a license and she should be free and independentl, but I guess, I am wrong and a big fool to be thinking this way and during the argument, I got a reply that she wants to go back home... I guess thats fine.. she can go back and I have told her to inform here parents that she is coming back to india for good and but frankly speaking, I am tired of this threatening and if she goes back... she goes forever.. and thats the bottomline for me.............. I AM TIRED MENTALLY.....

I had been to DMV today with Rashmi my wife.. It was her written test for driving today and she didnt clear and her first quote was ' I dont want to give this test again'..Somehow at that moment... I didnt like it... I mean its a small test and fairly simple one...all you need to do is read the DMV handbook in detail and give the test and you are done..Its not rocket science for god's sake..Its just a set of rules that you need to know and implement at times based on certain situations that are presented to you that is not tough.

I dont know wat to say.. why people just give up when they fail.. why cant we just try and try again.. No problem can remain unsolved.. It has to be broken down and solved.. Its that simple...But I guess this is something that every person has to realise for himself.

Lets see wat happens....

Been sometime since I came here.. Around 15 days ..I guess.. Well.. My wife has joined me here in US and things are going fine now.... Offlate, I have again started thinking about giving a few certifications and planning for a new role..It might be in India or US or anywhere else but I will make my move when the time is right..

Last weekend, I had been to San Francisco.. It was a gr8 day, nice and sunny, I had no probs on US101 but when we reached there. The whole city was full bcoz of St.Patrick Day parade...and I guess I took the wrong route and ended up on Bay bridge and drove back home..

St.Patrick Day.. That will remind me of the time I had in Ireland.. I was there in Ireland last year this time and really enjoyed the parade.. It was well.. I would say colorful but it was surely a different experience.. considering the fact that nothing like this exists back home in India.. All the parades that we know are the Republic Day, Maharashtra Day and Independence Day and all of them mainly involve the Armed forces..

This week.. I guess i will again go to San Francisco and will show my wife around... and update this blog next week on the adventures I had..

Till then cya.. bye..

2 more days gone.. Just had my presentations for some of the deliverables I am working for in my project... I would say, I am not 100% satisified with my performance..They were the first couple of them that I did and I would rate myself as a somewhere between good and above average..
I sure need to work on this more.. I have the big workshops and meetings coming next week.. Big opportunities to make my mark on the people around here..

I am praying to good the next ten days go well..I need a lot of luck for now and I am of course going to be putting a hell lot of efforts..

Hope this works out fine...

A start...

It has started as a gr8 day.. nice sun and nice weather and it has been 2 months now since I am in in here at San Jose, CA.. The experience so far has been nice.. It was the usual hard time initially trying to settle down and get all things set up and now after 2 months, I can say, I am more of less settled...

Lets see how it goes from here..